The World Of Jadeey: I smile a lot



I smile a lot

but sometimes I just want to ask for more

I have actually discussed this before but it was a long time ago and it's worth discussing again.

Sometimes I make myself laugh. I don't mean that I tell a joke that amuses me as much as everyone around me (or only me while everyone around me looks blank). I mean that sometimes I am walking somewhere and I think of something really amusing and I laugh. Other times I manage to hold back the laugh but I still grin like an idiot. And, believe me, when a person is on their own grinning they do look like an idiot.

I don't mean to amuse myself so much. It's not like I go around telling myself clever jokes. Well... Sometimes I do, but most of the time I don't. It sort of happens accidentally. I will be thinking about something amusing that happened or something that I think would be amusing if it happened. Then I laugh. After that, well I feel a bit silly and hope no-one was looking.

Moving on... I have a HUGE obsession with secret sites. By secret sites I mean websites like Postsecret, Grouphug and Livejournal Secret where people anonymously write secrets. Anyone who has been to my flat recently will already know that me and Kat like these secrets. Our secret wall can atest to this. I particularly like it when I find a secret that I can completely identify with. A lot of my own deepest, darkest secrets and fears have been mirrored in other people's secrets.

I'm really tired. I should probably head to bed soon and get an early night. I was planning to watch Full House but realised that I've actually already finished the entire season so that was a bit disappointing. Ah well, luckily I have plenty of other DVDs to choose from!
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