The World Of Jadeey

The more I learn the less I know about before

I judge people very strongly on first impressions. Everyone does it and I know for certain I do. I met a guy last week who I hated instantly. He pissed me off cos one of the first things he said to me was a snarky comment. I'm not really too fond of being made fun of anyway. I can take it and give it back but only enjoy it if I know for certain it's said with love. As in I don't have a problem when it comes from family or really good friends. I don't mind it when it's said in a nice way and you know there is no malice behind it but there was with this guy - he was saying it because he thought he was superior to me and I HATE that. Due to that first impression I don't think I'll ever be able to like the guy.

I like to think I'm a fairly good judge of character anyway. Most of my friends are pretty great people, there is the odd exception but on the whole I think they are some of the best people in the world. I guess everyone thinks that about their friends though :-)

Applied for a job in Hamilton today. Not sure I'll take it even if I get it but thought it couldn't hurt to apply. Maybe a move will make my feet stop itching. Or maybe it won't - leaving HIM behind might just be a little to difficult for me at this stage.

Ok enough procrastinating - am actually supposed to be focussing on script writing at the moment, not writing in here.

Adios mi amigos

Labels: boys, disgusting people

I did something amazing today. Now I'm sure nothing will come of it and I actually haven't even finished doing it but it was an great step in the right direction.

What is it? what is it? I hear you cry. Well I'll tell you.

Today I managed to get hold of the addresses of two production companies in America who are currently looking for crew to start on films in February/March. I, yes me, have applied. Well actually I haven't quite - I'm just updating my CV and making it look brilliant. I know I won't get a job offer but it is an amazing step for me, it is showing myself that this America thing really is going to happen. I am actually going to go ahead with it. If by some miracle I was employed for one of these projects I'm applying for it would skew my timeline a bit as I wasn't planning to move quite this quickly but it would be too good an opportunity to pass up.

If I get a job over there it would also prove that I was right in thinking that going over there is something I am supposed to do.

Wow so excited right now!

Those of you I owe emails to - hopefully will write those this evening!


Oh and Happy New Year!!!

Labels: risks, the future, work