Decisions suck sometimes
I hate that I always want to please everyone. Often at the detriment to myself. But I also hate that I'm so selfish sometimes that I will let everyone down just to give myself what I want.
Tomorrow there is something I desperately want to do. I got an offer I have been waiting a very long time to be offered again. Years. And yet, if I do this thing, I will be letting a whole lot of other people down. It feels like an easy decision. I can't even imagine saying no and turning this thing down. But logically I know it probably won't turn out to be what I want it to be and I will have let everyone down for nothing.
This is a decision I don't know how to make.
Tomorrow there is something I desperately want to do. I got an offer I have been waiting a very long time to be offered again. Years. And yet, if I do this thing, I will be letting a whole lot of other people down. It feels like an easy decision. I can't even imagine saying no and turning this thing down. But logically I know it probably won't turn out to be what I want it to be and I will have let everyone down for nothing.
This is a decision I don't know how to make.
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